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“Let us … persevere in running the race that lies before us while keeping our eyes fixed on Jesus.”
Chiara Lubich often speaks of how Jesus courageously faced the greatest of trials without giving up; he is the best example of how to run our race and how to overcome our trials. Each one of our sufferings or trials in life has already been taken on by Jesus in his abandonment on the cross.
Let’s allow Chiara herself to show us how to keep our eyes fixed on him.
“Are we overcome by fear? Didn’t Jesus on the cross in his abandonment appear to be overcome with the fear that the Father may have forgotten him?”
When we are overwhelmed by dejection and discouragement, we can still look to Jesus who in that moment “seems to be immersed in the impression that in his divine passion he lacks the Father’s comfort and appears to be losing the courage to endure his terrible trial to the end….
“Do circumstances cause us to feel disoriented? In his tremendous suffering, Jesus seems not to understand what is happening to him since he cries ‘Why?’ … And when we are surprised by delusion, or wounded by a trauma, or by an unforeseen misfortune, or by a sickness or an absurd situation, we can always recall the suffering of Jesus forsaken who personally took on all these trials and thousands more.”
He is beside us in every difficulty, ready to share in our every suffering.
“Let us … persevere in running the race that lies before us while keeping our eyes fixed on Jesus.”
How then should we live this Word? Let’s look at Jesus, Chiara says, and “let’s get used to calling him by name in the various trials of our life. We will call him: Jesus forsaken-loneliness, Jesus forsaken-doubt, Jesus forsaken-hurt, Jesus forsaken-trial, Jesus forsaken-desolation, and so forth.
“And by calling him by name, he will see that he is discovered and recognized under every suffering, and will respond to us with more love; by embracing him he will become our peace, our comfort, courage, stability, our health and our victory. He will be the explanation and the solution for everything.”
“Let us … persevere in running the race that lies before us while keeping our eyes fixed on Jesus.”
This is how it was for Louise who, years ago, found a flyer with the commentary on this Word of Life. She herself tells us about it: “The news came unexpectedly: my first son, who was twenty-nine years old, was in a traffic accident and had been seriously injured. I ran to the hospital with my heart in my throat. My son was there, unable to move and with a blank look in his eyes. I felt desperate.
“In the anguishing days of waiting that followed, I stopped by the hospital chapel. There I found the Word of Life which invited me to keep my eyes on Jesus forsaken. I read it over with great attention. Yes, I told myself, it really speaks about my trial…. Going back to the intensive care unit that was so devoid of hope, it no longer seemed like martyrdom to me; it now connected me to the love of God. And I was able, while holding my son’s hand, to pray for him as he was leaving me. He did pass away, and yet I have never felt him so alive.” |